It seems to me that “the truth” to you only means bad things to me. The things that you think are good for me are good for someone like you, and I am not you, I am some one totally different. I am sorry but I will NEVER listen to you, your ideals are not the same as mine, they obviously never will be. I am writing this drunk but I don’t give a flying fuck. This is me. If you don’t like it? Fuck off. I like her, she seems to like me back. Say what you want but I won’t believe it from someone who has never been in the position that I am now, sorry. I just can’t see this type of thing happening to someone like this. I don’t know how much I know about her but from what I do kno a, she isn’t like that and she is much stronger, tougher than that.